AHHH!!!

who knew school would be THIS hectic???? understatement of the year.. haha.. i just didnt think school would be so..... busy.. lol.. well, maybe thats cause i've got PM-freakin-R this year -.-' since school started i've been cooped up in my room with nothing but HOME-freakin-WORK.. oh gosh... gilaaaaaa oww.. hahaha.. ah well, at least we won't have classes tomorrow XD haha.. mini-freakin-sports..

this year, i bet, is gonna SUCK..BIG time.. well for one, someone's plotting my death.. i just hope she decides to kill me before PMR so that i wont actually have to sit for it.. hahaha.. my life is a MESS.. so shitty man.. nothing's working out the way it's supposed to.. EVERYTHING changes.. and not all necessarily in a good way.. sigh..

right, i dont actually know what to say here.. hahaha.. i actually have A LOT to say, but.. i'd rather not say it..

so.....

BYE! :D

ow yeahhh.....

remember what i said in my previous post about the tournament..?
yeahhh...
well, just so it's clear, i don't wanna have anything to do with you anymore..

okay? =)

<3 <3 <3

ellow =)
i miss you, you know that?

yeah, i think you do..
hehe..
but in case you weren't very sure, i do miss you =(

A LOT..

ah well........
i think i'm getting over it..

but that doesn't mean i won't always love you =)

BLARGH.

wauw..
i just finished checking out some of my friends blogss..
and realised that mine really SUCKSSSS..
hahaha!!
ah well, no matter..
as long as i have a place where i can vent harmlessly because i am unknown..
wth am i saying???

anyway.........

I JUST READ PEARL HARBOR!!!!!
yeah, i know the thing happened ages ago and all, and the movie probably came out before i did (lols)..
but i just read the book by nancy holder!!
and guess where i got it from????
my grandma's apartment!!!!!!!! XD XD XD
hahahahhahaaaa!!!
yesss...
we were clearing it out the other day before she moved in cuz the previous occupants left A LOT behind...
no complains though......
cuz then i never wouldve gotten into the magic thats pearl harbor!!!!!!
hahahahahahaa..
anyway, lemme tell you about the book (the movie and the book differs GREATLY)....

AND THE DIFFERENCES ARE........
- in the book, the heroine's name is rebekah whereas in the movie her name is evelyn..

- the hero's name is scott in the book whereas in the movie his name is rafe..

- rebekah was engaged to be married but then her fiance died, so she got engaged to his twin brother instead.. in the movie evelyn is madly in love with rafe but then he goes and dies in the war, so she hooks up with his best friend instead.. turns out rafe didn't actually die, so he got into this huge fight with his best bud over some chick (evelyn).. i guess they were really desperate that time huh..?

- rebekah meets the love of her life, ensign scott deangelo, on this cruise ship or something called the Lurline when she sails home to Hawaii with her aunt.. scott is stationed at Hawaii or something, and bekah ended up taking some nurses course so they end up meeting each other very often.. nothing like that happened in the movie, though evelyn was also a nurse.. rafe had to go away after like, they're first real date.. what a bummer..

- in the book, bekah was actually THERE when pearl harbor was under attack.. in fact, she was pretty much in the middle of it.. evelyn just watched from afar before screaming to her girlfriends to get to the hospital A.S.A.P...

ermm......

that's pretty much all i can remember..
i STILL haven't finished watching the movie..
i found it on YouTube, it was divided into 18 different videos, each of them about 10 minutes in length..
i'm only up to part 10 LOL =P
HAHAHAA..
ahhh, i'm getting sleepy now....

g'nite ;)

My Very First Tournament.

there was a taekwondo tournament held at the stadium likas badminton place (if that's what you call it) last weekend.
my very first tournament after about 4 years of being in taekwondo. i know, right??
well, i got bronze for some reason, although i lost in my first fight..

yeah, i don't get it either.
i don't even know who i fought, let alone where she's from (apologies). in fact, i didn't know anything i was completely blank.

maybe that's why i lost, my heart wasn't in it. not that i'm any good to begin with.
hahaha.

anyway, i wasn't in the mood to fight or anything, owing to the fact that.. well, something happened. maybe that's why i actually even forgot to be nervous i was so caught up in the moment. haha.

well, at least now we're okay =)
but just for the record, i'm keeping my distance this time. i'm not gonna make the same mistake i already made in the past. sure, i love you and all and i was freaking my life out there, but.. i just don't wanna hurt anymore. yeah, how selfish am i being..?

but let's face the fact : you don't want me, let alone need me. not the way i wanted and needed you (notice the past tense?). of course i still wanna be friends and all, you meant the world to me so of course i'm not gonna let you go just like that. yes, i'm terribly sorry for all your time i wasted and all the pain i've inflicted. i really do wish we could go back to the time where nothing could tear us apart, when we were so.. together.

well, this just goes to show that things change, and people change.

What I Did So Far..

yes, i know i havent blogged since lent..
im sorry..
=p

turns out my life is not as boring as i thought after all..
its boring-er..
haa..

well, on the bright side, EXAMS ARE OVER!!!!!!!!!
yeah. its been over weeks ago, and i only came to tell you now because i keep forgetting to blog every time i go online..
and on the brighter side, I DIDNT FAIL ANYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
but we havent gotten our science paper 2 yet..
hmm..
i just hope i pass, thats all i care about..

so heres what happened since my last blog :

1. TEACHERS DAY
this year, we celebrated teachers day on the 29th of april, which also happened to be AIIFA'S BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ngahahahaa!!
Happy Sweet Sixteen, sister dear..
haha..
i hope it was the best birthday you ever had, xoxoxoxoxo..
anyway, the teachers day theme for this year had something to do with cowboys and hoedowns..
yeah..
and they played taylor swift songs!!!!!!!
hooray for taylor!!!!!
from what i remember, they played white horse, should've said no and i'd lie i think..
hahahahaahahahaa..
well, it was fun and all, but personally, i think it was better last year (sowwee guys)
there was singing, dancing, futsal-ing and makeovers!!!
yeah, that was fun, especially because they made up all the tomboys..
haahahahhaha..
no offense,though..
but it was something..

2. TAYLOR ON CSI
yes, im sure everyone knows by now that taylor was on csi a few weeks ago..
or was that just last week??
hhmmmm..
anywho, i think the episode was disappointing..
the plot was pretty boring and she sorta over-acted..
and she changed her hair..
A LOT..
but they played her song you're not sorry!!!
it was the csi remix!!!
nicee...
the ending was tragic, though..

3. REUNION
last week, v came back!! and we had a reunion!! sorta..
not everyone was there, so it was admittedly dull..
plus, half of us went to watch a movie, so we split..
but..
WE S.S.-ED!!!
it was so effing fun!!!
van, cassie and i went to d&m, esprit, colours, charles&keith and vincci..
we tried on clothes and shoes (duh)
it was sosososososososossososososososososososossososososososososososososososososososo
much FUN!!!!
we took forever in the dressing room, and when we'd come out the workers would be garing at us cause we didnt buy anything, plus we took our own sweet time (taking pix) and we made one hell of a noise..
hahahahahahahahaaa!!
but who cares, im so used to it im almost immune..
ngahahahahhaa!!
and this saturday, we're gonna have another reunion!!!!
because google came back from SG last sunday!!!!
wheeeeee!!!!!
cant wait!!!

4. LOCKED DOORS..
last night, we went to my grandmas new house and we had a few people over..
you can say it was a house-warming..
then........

her master bedroom got locked..
no one was inside it and we didnt have a spare key..
so you know what we did as a last resort??

we called the fired department..
i KNOW, right???
how funny is that, calling them just because of a LOCKED DOOR???
it was embarassing, that i can tell you because all the neighbours came out to see..
LOL!!!
LMAO!!!

actually, it was my idea to call the fire department..
hehe..
how was i supposed to know my dad would take it seriously??
luckily he managed to pull some strings through his connections..
lmao..

okay, thats it i guess..
i dont really know what to blog about now..'
hahahahaaaa..
i'll come back when an idea pops into mind..

till then..
lovelovelove
fiiiqah

KL??

well . . .

this isnt exactly what i wanted, wished, hoped and/or expected it to be . . .
im listening to halo right now, so thats why its pretty hard to concentrate . . .=p
i barely know what im typing, i LOVE THE SONG SOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!

anyway, im at KL now with my cousins, lyana, hafitz and haritz and am typing this in my uncles house using his laptop.

so lets get down to business, shall we??

okay . . .

let me tell you why im at KL in the first place :
in january, lyana came over during CNY and we had a blast!!
so naturally, i was gonna miss her like nuts when she goes back ='(
then came the time to send her to the airport and bid her farewell ='( ='(
i cried a little and kept on staring at the pictures we took . . .
emo, right??
and to make my day, hafitz and haritz just had to rub it in my face that they were going to KL in march and would be having a blast!!
that really cheered me up!!

right (rolls eyes)

i didnt really care all that much (okay, well, i whined a little . . . okay, maybe A LOT) because one of my girlfriends, nicole (or as i like to call her : GOOGLE!!! cause she knows everything) was coming down from singapore to see us, and of course i was totally looking forward to that . . .
so i was in a considerable dilemma right then . . . ????

soon, i found out that my aunt (lyanas mum) got me a ticket to KL, and for some time i was REALLY excited!!!
i was counting down the days till the 13th of march, go check out my myspace if you want further proof . . .

but now????

I REALLY WANNA GO HOMEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

im not homesick or anything, i just REALLY WANNA BE WITH MY FRIENDS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
you have no idea how big a mistake i made . . .

i havent even shopped yet!!!!
and ive been here since last friday, 13th of march!!!!

what is the world coming to??????

lovelovelove (but with not so much love this time)
fiiiqah

Jogathon - FUN!!

yesterday, friday 15 Feb 09, eight of my friends and i went around my neighbourhood to collect money for a school were helping. we didnt go to all the houses (its a HUGE neighbourhood!) but we managed to come up with 220 bucks!! =D and we still plan to collect more =p so anyway, i wanted to go to my aunts house, so we went and saw that they just came back from a late lunch. we got 10 bucks from my aunt =D cheers! haha, over excited =p yeah, so my cousins hafitz (15 this year) and haritz (14 this year, same as me) decided to tag along . . .

and caused a RIDICULOUS outburst of giggles!!
not to mention blushing . . .
especially from a certain someone (*cough*)
i cant believe she actually tried to snap a picture of him!!

GAWD . . .

and haritz, being his usual self, asked for TWO of my friends numbers!!

and me, being my usual stoopid self, gave it to him . . .

i realise now that i shouldve made him beg =p

yeah, so thats all thats worth knowing . . .
signing off . . .

lovelovelove
fiiiqah